I am 72, and this started when I was 5-6, and continued through different parts of my life with different events. I have put it off because I have been ridiculed and I kept my encounters to myself and then shared with my wife only.

Last event was actual physical encounter inside on a table and what they did.  At 6 we never had TV and I was never influenced by anything.  I did not even know the word Alien.  It wasn't until I was about 12 when someone showed me a picture of one.  That picture was not quite the same as the one I saw.  Similar, but not what I saw and the recent one of just a year ago is not quite as depicted.  I am only coming forth now in case someone really is interested in a life time of small encounters through out a life time.  I saw the bottom of one large ship after one event.  The only craft I saw.  I saw the inside of one (room only) where they were doing a procedure on me.  Then the years of small weird meetings of people that come and go.  
I am not interested in money, fame, or even reporting for documentation.  I am interested in why me and the anxiety it causes.  No other reason.  I need answers. If you think this a hoax. Then don't bother, I am only looking for answers to help me deal with this.  ((name and address deleted.)) Idaho 83xxx (208-((number deleted)) Home) (208-((number deleted))).  
As far as a space ship, I only found myself looking at the bottom of one slowly moving away from me.  I never saw the front nor back.  It was very large and I saw the details of the bottom of it.  Then I don't remember anything until at home.  
If interested call cell 208-((number deleted)) only ask for me.  My wife does not like me talking about it.  Only send someone who can offer me an answer or where I can go to get one.