I have pictures . I stared at the moon for 8 hours . Never did that before pictures clearly show ufo’s

Ive never been the same again . I constantly stare at the sun . I can’t eat meat eggs milk now . I can smell intensely . I have a cord from my belly button and my arch of my feet are swollen and so is my thumb pads on my hands my left is worse . I receive energy through my left it goes to my heart and a rope around my heart . I watched something put a rope around my heart . I get visits all the time and I’m constantly controlled. No alcohol and if i act up or disobey I’m punished severely with terrible thoughts .i have to put my feet in the ocean rivers lakes just on the ground . I drive places I’ve never been before and take pictures of crosses in the sun . Rainbows follow me everywhere and i stare directly into the sun. I can barely talk now . I to honk its been with me since a child . I lost track of time when i was little no one believed me . If i try too hurt myself it wont let me . And I’m pregnant now too.