A secret kept for too many years by a young boy

I woke my father after this happened to me .He told me to never tell my story to anyone ever.He was in the airfoce usa awhile and said things happen for a reason but arent accepted or told.He said forget about this now!I was sleeping in our tent camper with my brother and cousin.I went out side to pee alone while they slept.As I peed near driveway an area around me illuminatd with a round cylinder of bright odd light.I first thought it was a airplane w/spotlight,but the light lit kinda under and all around me like no shadows at all and I could feel the light thru my body sortof.The light looked like it had shape  around me.I could not look up at it,I sort of felt stuck while peeing.I could see the area around me but felt like i was inside of a tube of light looking out at the driveway around me.Then when the light was gone I felt like it was along time later than when I went out to pee.This really happened to me and I never told any one about this since.I'm not crazy or lonely or anything like that.For maney years I have been wakiing up every night at the same time like normally and accept it as something normal.I now beleive my sleep patern is possibly connacted to this thing that happened to me years ago.I wish to remain annonymouse!thankyou for hearing me.Someone told me about this website,I never told him about my expieriance,but feel better talking about this finally.I'm not sure what this all means,but something happened to me many years ago I'm now 39 years old and NORMAL?