large object traveling upward with ligths from windows

Other than my wife this is my first time talking about this. 
I was born in a poor family and like most Jamaicans living in the country side of the Island at that time we used out Houses. Usually when us kids want to use the toilet at night our father would get up and follow us to the out house because we were scared. One night i got up and my father as usual accompinied me to the out house.I was approximately ten feet to the door when i saw lights like that from a window traveling  upward and about 25 miles per hour.My father told me to walk faster not knowing that my reason for slowing  down was to stare at a strange  object. I stopped and watched the object. my father did not see it until i asked him what that thing was. He didnt answer, we just watched the object ascended. it was approximately 50 feet high and thirty feet across. what was most amazing is that it didnt make a sound. we watched it ascend until it disappeared. my father told me that it belonged to the CIA and that i should never say anything to anyone. He told me that we would be harm if i spoke about itand i believed.It am unable to dicribe the colour because it was dark.I was about 75 meters from that thing.whats also amazing is that the thing was in the river about 75 meters from my home. ill never forget this. it hurt my heart that i cant talk to anyone about it. because i fear them laughing at me.it feels good to let it go now.I was very close to it. It was so dark i could not see my hands. if it had not been for those bright lights from the windows i would not have seen it. I could care less if anyone believe, it just feels good to say what i wanted to say for over 25 years.