I was a young child and had very scary nightmares and now I have realized they were the result of an abduction.

This isn't neccessaraly a sighting, but rather an abduction experiance. The only way I can remember my abductions are the dreams (or awake memories) that I am left with. I was about five, and the dreams lasted for 1-2 months. I drempt them in strictly black and white and a disturbing double vision. Besides that, I can remember being in a dim room laying paralyzed on a table. I tried to move my head to see something but was unable to. My eyes were able to move, but not my head. I can't remember any feeling in my body, so I don't know if I had clothes on or if I was laying on a metal table. I assume it was metal. I saw two of everything so my vision was very poor. I felt a presence so I continued to un-strain my eyes and lift my head, but I was unable to. I remember a celing probably 6-8 feet above me and a wall about 9 feet to my left. It was plain and didn't look like sheetrock. I tried so hard to look around but my vision was limited. These dreams lasted over a period of 1-2 months, from what I can remember just about every night. I have read information on characteristics of abductees and the majority are true with me. There's a friendly ghost in my house, I've experianced several missing times occations, etc. I really think something's happening, like I'm picked for a duty and I need help figuring out what that duty is.